恐惧

一早一个人在家被雷声吵醒 下很大很大雨

出去客厅要关窗口 怎知看见一个很大很大的蟑螂在墙壁上

呆在 15 分钟 ! 犹豫要不要去打它

真的很大个 不打不行 等下它到处走 我会吓晕

不行 还是很怕 想打电话给妈咪 还是不了 回房睡觉吧

进房 5 分钟 不行 睡不着 , 等下那蟑螂到处走怎么办 那样我更怕 !

出去 发现不见了 原来在厨房

不行 打给妈咪吧 真的很怕

没有帮助 因为只有一个人在家

拿了一叠报纸飞过去 还以为打中了 安心了点的在房间上网

再次出去厨房 不 没有打中 怕到发抖 ..

再去打 又没打中 它跑进书房了 

快快把门关起来 拿布塞着门缝 它应该出不来吧

阴影 我真的会怕到 发抖 哭

心理恐惧

很恐怖 很恐怖

我恨蟑螂 ! 

一个人在家 很无助

感触 感恩 感谢

wuuhoooo , I want change profile picture le. hahaha.

love this picture , with changlianghan :D

when I was baptism , 24 3 2012.

似乎已经过了很久很久 。

just now saw back many pictures , our 23s memories.

I very miss you guys .. :)

specially chanwaithong !

miss you , waiting you after SPM come back. 

remember what you promise me before ! :)

two gay guys , always make us laugh :P

虽然之前和你们的时间没有很多 也不是很熟 因为那时候我都还很新

谢谢你们之前对我的热情 

即使我没和你们经历过什么 也没很了解你们

但你们也是 23s 的一份子 我真的很想念你们额 :)

比我老一辈的家伙 :P

 谢谢神为我成就的所有事 , 很感恩 :)

I love God. I'm proud to say that !

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dream.

1. 计划 

2. 面对自己的软弱

3. 自我提升

的确我很害怕面对 但总是得面对

你们会帮助我的是 ? :)

开始计划假期要做什么了 哈哈 

考试都还没考就想放假的东西了 囧

首先 我会先去涂指甲油 哈哈哈 !

我没试过涂指甲耶 很想试下 :D

很想试下这些 但是很难叻 看来要去找专业人士了 哈哈 !

想把脚趾甲涂这颜色 :目

此刻 好像到海边去 

好想好想去个无忧无虑的地方放松下 

提醒下自己 : 你很多烦恼咩 ? 才 14 岁 , 大了还得了 ? -.- :)

take a smile to who are emo :) .

1 44 am -

Hello , long time no see :)

Let's capture every moment.

Yes , that's my dream :)

hello , long time no see ya. hahaha.

我得承认 我的确没那习惯去更新部落 没那习惯把生活记录起来

想写部落 但却没那个 mood -.- hahaha.

一切回忆在我脑海里 。

首先 , 现在有 小贱 的歌一直陪着我 :D

虽然他只是个网络歌手 虽然他的音乐没有很红

但那简单的音乐 吸引我

让我听了 很感动 很舒服 很陶醉在他的歌

歌词写得像自己一样

谢谢你 :)

如果现在有杯 Starbucks 感觉多好呀 

最近一直很想喝它 :( :(

:)

我没事 我很好

事情太复杂了 该从哪说起 ?

算吧 别说了

有几个是懂我的就可以了 。

放心 我不会让自己继续这样下去

不会再让自己再像个活死人 在浪费时间

我只想有个人一直在支持我 无条件地支持我 。

天下起雨了 心情什么颜色

你喜欢的歌 正循环播着

失去你的我 快乐还是不快乐

脸上的笑容 看似真的

我不敢假设 我们还相爱着

美好的感觉 一辈子都记得

我的心不知不觉就痛了

还要过多久才会慢慢愈合

以为那天我没一点不舍

原来伤口能潜伏得那么深

说你对我不重要是骗人的

# ye

off to cg lo ^____________^ -

Friday.

hello Friday , time passes very quickly :D

go cg later , excited to meet God and my lovely 23s :)

yes , today I not going to school.

not Ponteng , is Sick. stomach ache :(

how are you ? I'm fine.

I'm quit the dance competition :(

don't ask me why. Just like that.

也许舞蹈不适合我 也没有想过要往舞蹈发展 

但这是我想学的一个才艺

xian : photographing ?

me : I love it so much.

xian : then you put photographing full time , dance past time :)

Thankyou xian.

Chachi. she is a dancer.

wow ! love her. I love watch her dance video.

very nice :D ! 

cheong soon fatt. long time didn't take picture with him already.

I scold you everyday , actually I very love you de lor.

爱人如己 。

可爱的人要爱 不可爱的人更要学习去爱

对你不喜欢的人说声我爱你吧 张雪怡

我要做个讨神喜悦的孩子

加油 。不要惧怕 :)

情人节快乐 , 4 50 pm.

what a day.

sot sot suetyee here ;)

yeahhh , hello friday.

nonono , is hello saturday. 2 33 am.

today be crazy is class , keep sot sendiri and sing song.

I LOVE YOU YOU LOVE ME WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY !

haha , all people ask me : what happen to you oh suetyee ? today haven eat medicine ar ?

haha , I dont know what happen to myself also - -

I think is friday already very happy bah ? hahaha !

YAYYY , today cg really very short and nice. (Y)

Thankyou god :)

sorry today is I lead report de , but I didnt ask PooiKee send me the report to me.

and I think PooiKee will text me de. sorry guys :(

after cg go yamcha with themm.

have a nice fellowship with them and have a small talk heart with Xian :D

yeahhhh , really appreciate god put you all in my life.

love you.

赢了梦想 输了自己 值得吗 ?

Dear god , thankyou for loving me and giving me your all.

When I grow up , I will still be serving you.

I want to know you more and I want to love you more.

I'll never forget you Lord.

In Jesus name , amen.

Just with a small small emo , also dont know why - -

I really tired and tired and tired. give up ? :)

我不想看到自己的 brother sister 冷淡后退 离开教会

还记得你们当初是怎样邀请我来教会 鼓励我来教会吗 ?

当我有问题如何用神的话语来开导我

现在呢 ? 我委身了 却看到你们这样

那种伤感 。你们知道我的苦心了吗 ?

我很累了 就让你们出去闯下吧 

记得 神的家永远为你而开

我把全部都给你 没有拥有就没有失去

yes , I'm fine. :)

Hope I have a chance to try photo shooting. really very like.

emmmmmm.

Jiayou. ;)

This two guys is all my friends of boy only who know me and understand me very well.

when I emo only them think idea let me smile.

They know what is my 致命伤 hahaha.

love this 2 brothers so much , appreciate have you guys.

:').

good night. 3 10 am.

Jesus.

我只想完成神要我做的东西

是不是每一次到星期日晚上特别容易没心情 ?

因为 星期一又要回学校上课了 ?

因为 又要等 5 天后才能和小组一起 ?

不知道 。

只知道这晚很怀念以前的事

可以想念 但要确定这是健康的 :)

不要看小自己 每个人都有自己的价值

你没有的 只要争取 , 你必会得着 

 先寻求神的国 神的意 .

Bapa yang kekal.

我只需要一个聆听者 你可以不用开导我 

只要听我说就行了:)

just pray . I know you with me my lord daddy.

I want a relationship with you.

 

jiayou , really jiayou cheongsuetyee.

always remember the 9 fruits of holy spirit 

PATIENCE , SELF CONTRO , JOY , LOVE , GENTLENESS , GOODNESS , KINDNESS , PEACE , FAITHFULNESS .

11 11 PM .

 

 

support.

31 8 2012 , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA ^_______^

yeahhh , today BBQ with cg enjoy it ! :D

picture not at here , next time only post at here :P 

 

我喜欢刚刚回家的路途 

在车上开窗吹风 听 ONE FM , 以直播我们爱的歌

一边望外边 一边吹风 一边听歌 , 感觉很恨很好 :D

and enjoy just now we sharing at the playground 

I love the feel , very enjoy and no more stress :D

归宿感 。

这就是为什么一开始你们不看好我会信主而委身的我委身在教会直到现在

而且 我遇见了神 :)

Thankyou 23s , really very love you all .

Appreciate I have you.

Thankyou my lord daddy. loveyou

  

还是那句 如果没有你们 就没有现在的 张雪怡 :)

24 3 2012 yeahhhh , my big big day .♥

I hope I can spend more time with family and want 交代 .

I'm learning this 2 homework.

god , help me :) !

I feel sad because I cant give any birthday surprise and present to my mummy and brother :( 

very compunction ..

sorry at all if I have do wrong to you before , forgive and forget me.

I try to be a different suetyee , is a good attitude suetyee and clever suetyee and a mature suetyee .

hope I can do it , jiayou cheongsuetyee :D

bye August , hello September .

somethings , suetyee is learning. 

 i know you dont know what is the somethings . 

buy just give me some small small support can ? :)

haihhh . next sunday is dance competition.

sorry I know I'm very bad in dance , but I will try my best.

我现在的确没有梦想 所以我会尝试任何一样东西

我真的不知道该追些什么

但我先仰望神 依靠神

我相信只要这样 以后神会预备更更更大的梦想给我

所以 雪怡 别自卑 :)

ineedyoumylorddaddy.

2 30 am , I'm really want a people who always with me and support me.

goodnight.

suetyee here :D

Hello , I'm suetyee . I'm come back already lor :P

I create a new blog . but I wont delete the old blog , because there all is my memories and my 心血 T T 

sometimes I will see back my old blog , I want see I got any different anot , before and after :)

I create a new blog because dont know why the old blog cant updated anymore -.-

Anyway , this time my blog will be very simple .

Just have picture song and post , simple is the best ;)

虽然在这里不能写些太私人的东西 因为这是公开的 

但我都会写些日常生活的东西吧 ^______^

毕竟我私人地下也有写日记 , 忙死了 XD

开回部落一来是因为我还欠那个 CHIN AIWEI 一篇文章 :P

看 多伟大呀 哈哈

等待吧 快写给你了啦 x)

last night I'm open back my Skype lur , tonight Skype with skype kaki :D

I miss them , really.

 skype add me ? suetyee.jly

Recently see back old pictures , I miss all last time with me very close's friends .

how are you all ar ?

hope you all are fine , god bless you.


Facebook no more status when I start using Twitter :D
follow my Twitter bah ; Ye_suetyeee
I will spend more time updated all my feeling and all my things at there :)

I hope I have more time and come updated at here :)

follow me bah .

 
simple life take a smile - ye .

suetyee here . 5 44 pm